Austin watching the 4th of July parade...
Ethan and Si...what can I say...we love that little thumb sucking goggle wearer and his binkie loving brother. Thanks everyone for your prayers, Austin has now slept several nights straight through. Now if he would only learn to sleep in too. :) Our next order of business is getting Austin to sit through church better. Any advice is welcome! I thought we were doing okay in that department, but last Sunday we had a huge meltdown. Here was the scenario...
Austin and I walk into church together (Nate was gone) and sit down in our pew. He throws a fit, I take him out and spank him. I bring him in, sit him down, he throws another fit. I take him out and spank him. I bring him in, sit him down, etc etc... After about 20 mintues of pure torture and everyone in the church starring at me, I leave. Which I know isn't the right thing to do, but after a month on not sleeping well, neither Austin nor I could take it. I was so humiliated mostly b/c EVERY other child in church sits very quietly. We have asked several other parents in this meeting what they did to teach their child to sit through, and they all just look at us like, "what?". Apparently, not everyone has to do this? Anyways, I left and was very embarrassed because...
1. I know everyone in the church was thinking, why can't she handle her child?
and thinking
2. Why is she having another kid when she can't handle the one she has.
Anyways, I went home and after much more battling Austin sat next to me on the couch while I wept reading my Bible. I haven't been back to church yet, but for the next two Sundays Nate will not be with me. So, I really need your prayers and advice. :)
On to baby news...my pregnancy is going much better now. I ended up having my first appointment when I was 12 weeks along, thanks to my husband's co-worker's wife who works in the clinic. I had an ultrasound and it was so encouraging to see the little baby inside of me. They said my due date is February 18th, which is my grandmother's birthday and Nate's sisters birthday. So, maybe we will add a third birthday to that day! My next appointment is next Thursday so we are looking forward to that as well.
